Last year, God gave me the perfect verse that He knew I would need for the year. As this new year came around, I started thinking about a verse for this year. As the days have gone by, not one verse has stood out to me and screamed "Here I am!" But I believe God uses other means of speaking to our hearts that are Scripture based. The song that I have heard over and over that reverberates in my mind day in and day out is "Blessed Be Your Name."
Blessed be Your Name
In the land that is plentiful
Where Your streams of abundance flow
Blessed be Your name
Blessed be Your name
When I'm found in the desert place
Though I walk through the wilderness
Blessed be Your name
Every blessing You pour out
I'll turn back to praise
When the darkness closes in, Lord
Still I will say
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your name
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your glorious name
Blessed be Your name
When the sun's shining down on me
When the worlds all as it should be
Blessed be Your name
Blessed be Your name
On the road marked with suffering
Though there's pain in the offering
Blessed be Your name
Every blessing You pour out
I'll turn back to praise
When the darkness closes in, Lord
Still I will say
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your name
Blessed be the name of the Lord
Blessed be Your glorious name
You give and take away
You give and take away
My heart will choose to say
Lord blessed be Your name
The hardest part of this song for me to sing is that last part. You give and take away. My heart will choose to say, Lord blessed be Your name. That part gets me every time and I often have to stop singing and say "God, do I really and truly choose to bless You for everything?"
Four years ago tomorrow, I gave birth to my sweet Toree. Last year, we said goodbye to my daddy and niece. Yet somehow, I must choose to say "Lord blessed be Your name." I don't understand. I don't know why. I wish it were different, but yet I bless Your name. That is not an easy thing to do.
So this year, I choose to say "Blessed be Your name."